I keep finding myself stifled by the company of others and then crippled by loneliness when I leave them. I am terrified and I don’t even know of what,
because I have lost e v e r y t h i n g already.
every 1st september we joke about getting ready for hogwarts to cover up the very real and very very deep scars of never getting our letters
"Fear doesn’t shut you down; it wakes you up. I’ve seen it. It’s fascinating."